I hate my stupidity.

I know that I'm no good by myself at home. I play on the Internet for eight hours at a time. I defrost three english muffins and call it lunch. I don't do laundry. I don't clean. I don't get dressed. Sometimes I don't even brush my teeth. It's shameful.

I left my apartment for the first time today at 5:45 p.m. I feel much better after spending two hours in an overheated coffee shop drinking overpriced coffee and generally being productive on my laptop for the first time in a week.